tinytoast: swine or something like it flu.

i've been sick for about 5 days. i feel disgusting. when i try to walk somewhere, i get exhausted and dizzy. when i lay down, i get a cold layer of sweat covering my body. i'm just not comfortable anywhere. i tried taking a bath, but after about 2 minutes of laying in the water, i felt like i was going to black out. my mom wants me to go to maimonides and let them do their job on me. as much as i hate that place and hate being stuck in it for hours on end, i don't think i have a choice. i feel like i'm dying. i know i say that all the time [lol max] but i've never felt this sick, and i've gotten REAAAAALLY sick before. my pancreatitis days were absolute hell, but this is actually worse. and it's just a flu? i don't think so. :/

on a cheerier note, i got my phone back :] oh blackberry i fucking missed you. i can't believe i even thought for a second i didn't need you. i do i do i do need you<3. lmao sorry max i'm having an affair with my blackberry.

hmmm what else what else. my mom is making crepes and normally i'd be drooling for them but i'm getting sick of the fumes coming from the kitchen. i wish it was colder outside so atleast there'd be some 'fresh' air coming in but it feels like it's fucking 100% humidity out there today. atleast its raining. if it was sunny out, i think i'd die faster. when i was in the sun yesterday, i was so miserable. never in my life did i think the sun would make me miserable.

max, i'm sorry about yesterday. :/ about being so emo when we first met up and all that. i really am sorry. if i knew i was going to act like that, i wouldn't have met up with you. i blame it on the sun. i love you, i'm sorry again.

i'm going through my 4-year-old livejournal and i found these old-as-dirt pictures: