!!!!

am i not fucking speaking english?
i don't understand how else i can talk to you. you never understand what i'm trying to say. you always think i'm accusing you of something. would it kill you to explain something to me? would it kill you to not fucking get mad at me for asking you something? all i wanted was an explanation so i can understand what happened.


obviously i've been asking too much.


i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know
this wasn't supposed to turn into a fight.
knowing you, you will milk this for all its worth and not speak to me for as long as possible.
why are you like that? why do you get so damn angry and defensive when i ask you to clear something up?


oh but of course this is my fault.


i love you. always.
xo a